Semakin lama semakin TERUK

alahaiii , kenapa lahh hidup ak makin lama mkin suram n kosong ? Ditinggal kn kwn kwn , mcm mcm fitnah kena , kehilangan seseorang . Adoyy , Ya ALLAH , KAU berikan lah kekuatan pada diriku untuk menjalani ini suma . Aku ta mampu redahi suma tanpa pertolonganMU . 






p/s : style sad gila gila pnyaa :(

thanks

babii , kau ckp kau na jaga hati ak suma tpy nape cmneh kau buat kt ak ? kau tahu kn ak saket hati and mara kt kau knape kau buat cmneh ? huwaa , why ? ak buat cm ta nak maafkan kau coz na kau belaja coz ak tahu kau jenis tahu ckp jea ta nak buat dah tpy kau buat jugak . ak na bgy kau pngajaran . tpy ? kau buat lgy , tengs . ak ta nak pun bnda cmneh jady and ak ta penah trfikir pun . but , pls ingt la , ap yg kau da buat pls sgt . kau denga la lagu ak bgy kt kau tuh . ak da prepare mcm mcm da tau na jmpa kau nnti . setiap hari ak tanda kt kalender ak . ak rindu kau sgt sgt . ak pun tahu ak bukan nya sempurna and ak pun ada buat sala ngn kau and setiap kali ak buat sala ak cuba perbaiki nya tpy kau ? entah la , just think about it . if u dont want us to be like this . just think about it . kau asyik ckp yg ak neh ta syg kau mcm mne kau syg ak and ak keja truk truk to prove it to you yg ak neh dlm diam ade bnda yg cuba ak berikan untuk buat kau tahu yg ak cinta kau gila gila . ak bukan manusia sempurna tapy ak cuba mencari sempurna itu wlaupun ak tahu ak ta akan dpt . ak na sempurna di mata , hati dan minda kau . ily badly :( kita bina sama sama taman indah kita tapy kau sndiri yg musnah kn nya . pls think about it if you want to save our relation . its up to you . it is in your hand . tpy salakn i for this end , i ta mampu u , i ta kuat na tanggung ini suma . but i play it the bad ways to solve and make you sedar . i hope sgt u faham niat i . tpy u ta penah faham i . if i ada buat sala maafkn i . i ta brniat pun na lukakan hati u or wht but u must think why am i doing like this :(  


p/s : ta penah sesekali trpadam cinta ak pada kau

tak pernah sempurna

Kenapa kau buat ak cmneh ouh ? Kau text and call ak suma ckp ko saket , ak punyaa laa RISAU . Aku pnyaa laa merayu na blek awal sumaa smpai ak plak kena mara n maki . Ak sket pun ta kesa and ak pekakkan telinga jea . Sebab ak fikir kau ckp laa ap pun kau na ckp janji kau bagi ak blek awal daa laa . And ak fikir bila ak blek nnti and ak ada ngn **** ak dapat ketenangan suma . Tpy keBABIan plak yg kau bgy kt ak . TENGS SGT SGT . Kau da tahu ak sket ati suma tpy nape kau buat ak lgy sket ati ? Adat laa kn ? Setiap kebaikan kita buat ta kira laa SEBESAR KLCC skali pun , org ta kn nmpk pnyaa TAPI kalo kejahatan yg kita buat walaupun SEKECIL kuman sekali pun org akan nmpk and ingt smpai bila bila . Ak ta minta kau suh ckp ak neh baek ke ap just tlg sgt sgt think about it 

S O M E O N E :)

Saosin - You're Not Alone

It's just like him
To wander off in the evergreen park
Slowly searching
For any sign of the ones he used to love
He says he's got nothing left to live for
(He says he's got nothing left)
And this time I think you'll know

You're not alone
There is more to this I know
You can make it out
You will live to tell

She's just like him
Spoiled rotten confused by the lies she's been fed
And she's searching for no one (but herself)
Her eyes turn to green and she seems to be happy that she is here
And this time I think you'll know

You're not alone
There is more to this I know
You can make it out
You will live to tell

You're not alone
There is more to this I know
You can make it out

(There is more to know)

We're not alone
There is more to this I know
You can make it out
You will live to tell

(So tell me)

You're not alone
There is more to this I know
You can make it out
You will live to tell

You're not alone
You're not, you're not alone

p/s ; boleh kata tiap tiap hari ak dengar :)